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I love it when..

That has to be enough

I,2,3 suck it

Throwing back till I loose count ..

Yeah..I know..

I am The Forgotten ..

The Crystal Meth

My power is awesome.
Try me, ou’ll see.

But if you do, you may never break free.

Just try me once, I might let you go.
Try me twice and I’ll own your soul.

When I possess you, you’ll steal and you’ll lie.
You’ll do what you have to do, just to get high.

The crimes you’ll commit for my narcotic charms,
Will be worth the pleasure you’ll feel in my arms.

You’ll lie to your mother, you’ll steal from your dad.
When you see their tears, you must not feel sad.

Just forget your morals, and how you were raised.
I’ll be your conscience. I’ll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents. I take parents from kids.
I turn people from God. I separate friends.
I’ll take everything from you, your looks and your pride.
I’ll be with you always, right by your side.

You’ll give up everything. Your family, your home.
Your money, your friends, you’ll be all alone.
I’ll take and I’ll take till you’ve no more to give.
When I finish with you, you’ll be lucky to live.

If you try me, be warned. 

THIS IS NOT A GAME.

If I’m given the chance, I’ll drive you insane.
I’ll ravage your body, I’ll control your mind.
I’ll own you completely. Your soul will be MINE.
The nightmares I’ll give you when you’re lying in bed,
And the voices you’ll hear from inside your head.
The shakes, the sweats, and the visions you’ll see.
I want you to know, these are your gifts from me.
By then it’s too late, and you’ll know in your heart,
That you are now mine, and we shall not part.
You’ll regret that you tried me. They always do.
But you came to me. Not I to you.
You knew this would happen.

How many times were you told?

But you challenged my power. You chose to be bold.
You could have said “no” and just walked away.
If you could live over, now what would you say?
My power is awesome, as I told you before.
I can take your mother turn her into a whore.
I’ll be your master, you’ll do as I say,

evenwhen I tell you to go to your grave.

Now that you’ve met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It’s all up to you.
I can show you more misery than words can tell.

Come, take my hand. Let me lead you to hell..

Hau..

I see one cloud..than..aloadsss..  Oh..I love you white clouds..

This is what happen for real

Evening rain

This photo taking from where I am sitting right now.Evening rain, enjoy meals by myself, have a lil chat with random people in my phone. Kinda memory that will disappeared by the time..

Where my soul is understanding

So sorry for being this strong ..Upss

Love laugh, Love me

Everything is Waste when...

Sucks morning

Gue benci banget.
Lu sok ngejudge gue..  Sok advicing gue.
Sok bersih.  Dan lu ga mau ngalah sama gue. Ketauan sifat asli lu .
Gausah sok manly.. 
Lu tau apa soal gue. Soal idup gue. Soal perjalanan gue..  Lu tuh newbie di idup gue.
Shut up lah mending.
Lu kaga ngasih makan gue.  Ga nyenengin gue.
Ga berbuat apa-apa kan buat kesejahtraan idup gue.  Bego lu.
Gue dari orok udah susah.
Gausah ngajarin gue cara idup susah. 
Lu yg seharusnya belajar dari gue soal itu.  Susah payah gue biar bisa sampe ke posisi ini.
Dunia keras men...
Apalagi cewe rantau sebatang kara kaya gue. Cewe-cewe senasib gue udah berakhir jadi pelacur semua. 
Tapi gue milih untuk GA.
Gue milih untuk jadi teratai.  Yang ga terkontaminasi kotoran sekelilingnya.
Tapi please..sekali lagi.Gue cuma manusia biasa.Dibalik kekuatan gue, banyak ribuan kekurangan gue. Cepat ato lambat lu pasti tau dan liat. Gue ga perlu nutupin diri gue, i just act the way i am. If you feel like dislike with my attitude. Just fuckin leave..

Unchangeable

Maaf..
aku tak bisa menerima perubahan dari orang lain dalam bentuk apapun ..
Its just a tipikal of me..

No excuse at all..

2nd Floor

2nd floor.

My favorite place to escape now.. feels good and save here..

Won't leave..

White cloud

This night.. is a freezy night.
Everything is okay.,just a little fight with her yesterday. Its caused "Him"
I smoke a "white cloud" to kill my soul and my brain from over thinking .
I blow her in that cloud.
I miss her so much.
She bring me to the cloud and she leave me in the cloud.. 
I can not live like was before,the so inside me is dead already.  Membusuk bersama nya nun jauh disana..

Because ...

Me time

What I do when in room all day

Some times..

Sweat!

I'm not a beggar . So if you won't.. just fuck off

Today

Note dis

Apa yang salah padamu?

Kau tau ku tak punya hati, tapi kau masih saja menanti..

Nod nod ..Zzzzx

ah tai lah. whatever!

A silent witness

Lotsof story happen in this place.
My room, my only destination after all day..
"Kayu aya street gang karna 19C" .
A silent witness of my life in Bali

Happy New Year 2015

Wish I have a great year ahead ..
...2015 I am ready!

Missing this blog

I've been long time not posting ..
Kinda missing it. Something lost in my head

Quotes #60

4 Juli 2014

Today on 12:58 AM .
I'm going to 26th.
Happy Born Day for Me ...

Quotes #59

Buat yg suka rese dan sok tau soal idup gue

Nih BACA

Going 25 !!

Not gona wish anything on this age, just want to stay thankful,grateful and moving forward !

I am not a joke

Don't try me.
Don't play me.
Don't fools me.
Don't hurt me.
Bcos..
I cursed. I hold grudges .
And I will make sure you'll die with it .

Pathetic me

YOU.YOU.YOU

You are the lecture of my life.
You are the goddes of guardian.
You never fail to make me happy in my worst situation ..
You are my only one.
Yes YOU .

We Sing the Song

Tonight we sing our song together . Holding hand and feel the deep of music between us
I've been dreaming bout this along 7 years ago..
Can we be like this like forever?
Because.. I will say if you stay..

This is what I have to do

Quotes #58

YESS! 
MY LIFE,MY JOURNEY .I DON'T NEED PEOPLE WHO CANNOT DEAL WITH IT.
STAY OUT OF MINE!

I thought So

Agree?
Welcome to the Real World~ LOL